{"id":3169,"date":"2021-10-19T20:12:10","date_gmt":"2021-10-20T03:12:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/?p=3169"},"modified":"2024-03-28T11:30:43","modified_gmt":"2024-03-28T18:30:43","slug":"apophatic-quilt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/apophatic-quilt\/","title":{"rendered":"Apophatic Quilt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Apophatic Quilt<\/em>, discarded quilt, indigo-dyed silk thread, and 24k gold thread, 42&#8243; x 48,&#8221; 2021.<\/p>\n<p>For the first two months of quarantine, I found myself unable to make art. When an artist friend sent me an artwork she\u2019d made for me, I wanted to send her something in return. The need to make art to give away jumpstarted my making again, and for most of quarantine, I made intimate, paper-based work, much of it gifted to friends and strangers.<\/p>\n<p>I had purchased this tattered, discarded, hand-sewn quilt on eBay several years ago. It was sold to me as a \u2018mourning quilt,\u2019 which is a quilt made of the clothing of a deceased loved one. I am not sure if this quilt is an actual mourning quilt, but clearly it was used for many years, as the fabric shows significant wear and fraying. When I took it out of its storage box, I was struck by how the back of the quilt looked like the night sky. I decided to repair the front of the quilt with 24k gold thread and have the back serve as the front.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Apophatic theology is describing the divine or sacred by what it is not. This conceptual practice is present in many traditions. I am a student of Zen, and in our tradition, we do not stop with \u2018not this.\u2019 What is \u2018not this\u2019 is also \u2018not not this.\u2019 Everything is empty of a separate existence, a separate self, and therefore what is \u201cnot\u201d also \u201cis.\u201d I felt compelled to embroider these two phrases across the entire quilt as an offering, a prayer.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Included in USC Fisher Museum of Art&#8217;s Art and Hope at the End of the Tunnel Exhibition, curated by Edward Goldman, 2021 and Here After, curated by Cara Megan Lewis at Bridge Projects, Los Angeles, in 2022.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_3170\" style=\"width: 1034px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/NotThisQuilt-scaled.jpg\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-3170\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-large wp-image-3170\" src=\"http:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/NotThisQuilt-1024x683.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/NotThisQuilt-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/NotThisQuilt-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/NotThisQuilt-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/NotThisQuilt-1536x1024.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/NotThisQuilt-2048x1365.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/NotThisQuilt-450x300.jpg 450w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-3170\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Apophatic Quilt, 2021<\/p><\/div>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/DSCF8490-scaled.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-3172\" src=\"http:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/DSCF8490-1024x683.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/DSCF8490-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/DSCF8490-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/DSCF8490-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/DSCF8490-1536x1024.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/DSCF8490-2048x1365.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/DSCF8490-450x300.jpg 450w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Apophatic Quilt, discarded quilt, indigo-dyed silk thread, and 24k gold thread, 42&#8243; x 48,&#8221; 2021. For the first two months of quarantine, I found myself unable to make art. When an artist friend sent me an artwork she\u2019d made for me, I wanted to send her something in return. The need to make art to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3170,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/NotThisQuilt-scaled.jpg","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p47aaw-P7","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3169"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3169"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3169\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3206,"href":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3169\/revisions\/3206"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3170"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3169"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3169"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kateingold.com\/FlatFile\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3169"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}